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Crappy Holiday

from by Fast Heart Mart



Please excuse my negativity
but last year just ended terribly for me
Alone with a flu for Christmas good grief
dumped by a girl 3 days before New Year’s Eve

People ask me about my resolution
mine is to stay out of a mental institution
I say that half jokingly
all I really want is to be healthy and happy

Valentine’s Day came and went
But I don’t regret that text that I sent
professing my love to my exgirlfriend
though she told me her new man got her pregnant

St Patrick’s Day I was sad again
A girl I really like came out to hear my band
People drunk and screaming you couldn’t hear a thing
Then she introduced me to her Irish boyfriend

And 4th of July I was a lonely guy
I asked a girl out, that I also like
She told me unless I’ve make up my mind
to leave her alone and to go eat poop and die

Now I’m so depressed and wondering
if I should quit all this songwriting
Bob Dylan’s depressed and so is Kurt Cobain
Should I learn another trade before I go insane?

I called my family who live so far away
Sounds like they all had a great Thanksgiving Day
With or without me their lives are moving on
I can’t help but wonder if I’ve done something wrong

Now here is a mildly happy ending
I just paid my bills and I’m making a living
Life is magical when I let it be
Thank God I’m alive and still breathing


from 2017, released August 18, 2017


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